I learned of the Mandela Effect in May of 2016. I have been on a Spiritual Path my whole life, another words aware of an inner knowing and a higher power. I have been connected to Nature my whole life, in tune with my body, and connected to spirit as I know it. Currently I believe that the Mandela Effect is Timelines Collapsing and other Timelines Merging.
I believe that we are in 4D and clearing old stuff so we can ascend to 5D.
I crave to be liberated from a reality of war, politics, taxes, debt, forced jobs, oppression and control over medicine and food, toxic air and water.
People live in the streets, they crave shelter, food, warmth, love. I know another way is right there in a seconds thought. If I can change enough in energy and thought I can be in that world. However, I cannot see what stops me. I understand that mass consciousness has to move together on those things, still I ache for change. A change I have believed in and known was coming for nearing 50 years now. However, I lay waiting for it and at times Grief overtakes me.
I know to find my bliss, my joy, however struggle with that as I am homeless, penniless and basic survival is a daily quest, along with that a deep frustration perhaps fear.
I crave a world where I am free to grow plants and use them as I please, where I have complete say over my own body, day, life, a world of no war politics or jobs, a world where we have free energy and no one to tell us what we are allowed to do. A world with no military or cops, a world without homelessness, forced medicine, deliberate toxins, and limits.
I know that I hold the old system in place by believing it exists. I find the moments where I fantasize it the way I want and hold that vision, then my body aches, needing housing and food calls out, and so many things of “this world” wherever I am keep at me.
I want to Believe, I do believe that place exists. I am challenged as to how to move to that dimension, that Timeline RIGHT NOW.
I know to live my bliss,thing is Linda, I can’t as I am blocked to even have food money and a home, and yes I have my thoughts and don’t get me wrong, I think of wonderful things all the time, I travel to joyous places in my mind, my thoughts and my dreams. I know I have the Power to move to a timeline where I have food and shelter, and to a more outwardly fun. However, whatever I am doing I am blocking it, can you help me understand
I know we are moving from Linear Time to No-Time and that we, as lightworkers are getting upgrades, and integrating so much. Still I feel there must be something I am missing to be stuck in such poverty.
I know I chose to come here and help Mother Earth and her people. I feel there has been great change. However, I am unhappy, and I know that is a state of mind I can change. However, I am so tired, so weak, so frustrated that I am stuck in a version of life I don’t want. I know I chose this and my thoughts create it, I feel Kidnapped by myself, by my oversoul wanting to experience Contrast and physical form, and I feel angry at my oversoul for choosing this place where there is so much of what I don’t want, yet know I create and chose. Not sure If I am making any sense. However, any words of wisdom you have would be greatly appreciated.
Love Frustrated Starseed"
"Dear Frustrated Starseed,
There is much of your energy connected to that which you do not want. Therefore, your energy is pushed out of you but feels like it is being pulled as you are deeply connecting to frequencies that are dense and very sticky.
You are sending your focus to circumstances or situations that are not actually in your reality, you can't see them with your eyes or touch them in your physical world, though you talk of them as if they are, and you judge them as harsh or to be resisted or fought against, which is the only thing that keeps them in your energy field.
There is a strong connection in your mind/body to these realities that you judge as if they are really impacting on your life, it really is 99% a mind trick. Your mind creates beliefs and works hard to hold onto them as if its very existence depends on this, well in a way it does.
The energetic difference between a belief and a knowing is very wide. A belief holds us in a contracted space of proving to ourselves and others, it is a head/ego space idea. A knowing expands us with no need to hold onto it, it just is, it is a heart space feeling which is integrates into our very being.
If we hold onto our beliefs we hinder our own expansion, so to let go of all we think we are or think we have achieved is a major release of a very dense connection to lower frequencies, there are no beliefs in 5D and above, duality is recognized and shed, judgment is a faint memory, cynicism of self or others is not a 5D companion nor does it sit well in our energy field in 4D, it can create much density in the body around the throat and head and also in the stomach.
Bliss is our natural state of being as is joy, they are always part of us, though, if our connection to our higher self is compromised in any way they will seem out of reach or need to be sought after. Self judgment and a focus on that which appears outside of us that we do not prefer will keep the connection to higher self weak, especially when in circumstances where there appears to be definite reasons as to why one should be unhappy or judgmental.
We really do give our power away if we believe that others are making us feel a certain way, it is actually impossible for someone to make us feel anything, we are always the decider, and for some there is much pay off in the opposite belief, we then do not have to take self responsibility and can feel self righteous in our condemnation of them, which in turn is mirroring our deep internal core beliefs about ourselves and cementing in place our victim circumstances so that we prove to ourselves that we have no say or power...
The world that is craved is the world you actually live in, hence the deep peaceful feeling and relaxation of your body when you hold it as your primary thought. The other world you talk of in a contracted way is simply based on your strongest lower mind thought patterns, it is not even around you, it can't actually be seen or touched, it is a mind trick that you have been strongly connected to through programming and the ego's will to survive and it keeps creating friction so that you do not let go of it. It is of course not separate from you but appears that way.
There is a strong connection to past memories as if there is some achievement or a sense of identity that needs to be held onto, this weighs you down and holds onto patterns of thoughts and behavior that do not serve your expansion.
All that feels hard or depressing is just an attachment to a false identity and a disconnect from your higher self.
The feeling of not wanting to be here or the want to go home is not really about this planet it is your yearning to be connected to your higher self again, that is your only home as it will always be. It is another mind trick to blame our bodies and the world on our discord or feeling of separation from our true home. Our lower mind will keep trying to blame and opt out but this just keeps the connection to higher self and source feel more distant.
The lower mind is the kidnapper and feeds all sorts of contractive thoughts and ideas to keep the connection to higher mind weaker.
There is actually nothing that you do not want, they are all beliefs in your lower mind, hence, the contracted feeling around them, your mind has you convinced of their reality and plays with you as it slips in and out of 4D and 3D and you judge yourself harshly for what you perceive to be true and this makes it difficult to change your perceptions as the lower mind is always producing proof in the form of circumstance.
Your fear of success is huge and you have thwarted it all through your life, as there has been an addiction to failure or the fear of it, same thing in energy sense.
You chose a path of resistance and rebellion which cemented dense realities into your timeline, these can be let go of if there is no identity with what you believe you have achieved for yourself or others, it is very important to drop identity in the 3D sense, to know and accept that nothing can be achieved through resistance. There really is nothing outside of you, so all you fight is yourself in different energetic forms.
The journey is full of paradoxes and dichotomy, as we move from plateau to plateau is is essential to drop what was our identity or beliefs, they don't create expansion and will hinder our journey. To know who you are is never the same, it changes, and is never based on a thought process.
Frustration is a result of lower mind wanting to stay the same and keep the discord alive with false beliefs, while it knows that it is an illusion in itself, but does this to block intuition and the connection to higher self, which kills off the lower mind......
So what appears as your reality is the fantasy, and what looks like fantasy is the real world......
i really hope this helps "